Christmas 🎄

Yes Christmas 🎄🎅🤶 even when spring 💐🦋 is around the corner! The past couple of Year's with this pandemic a lot of families still haven't celebrated yet, they still have their tree 🎄 up and presents 🎁 under the tree! They have gifts under their tree from someone who couldn't make it because of this awful pandemic that took them to soon! It's hard for people, this is the longest I've seen Christmas 🎄 things from people around the world on all social media platforms! I don't blame them for not being able to celebrate or make the big dinner! Maybe one day they will open up the gift's, if not the grandkids or nieces and nephews down the road will have a Christmas time capsule to open up! So if you are at someone's house or apartment and see the tree 🎄 up don't ask questions, Don't tell them they should take it down, just respect them when you are there! Yes it could also be with Autism or ADHD  but that doesn't matter as long as it makes them happy, you could be happy to! Just remember life is short, take it with a grain of salt! 

Positive

I'm trying to be Positive in a Negative World! It's hard, I'm trying to focus on the things that need doing, trying to make things easier and happier! There's things I've experienced that I don't anyone else to go through, we had a lot of bad traumatizing experience when we was at our apartment! Yes there was some good but few and far between! Since we've been here in our new apartment, there's been a lot of positivity with our boy's improvement on talking and learning things! Things get looked after over like there supposed to, I highly recommend renting with hardwood floors, not with carpet!  Yes carpet can help with warmth but it also invites bugs into your home, if you can just have hardwood and lanolin flooring throughout! Easier to clean and look after, but that's just me! I also recommend getting metal furniture, just have a mattress with no box spring, because having the box spring invites bed bugs, also try using a metal futon for a couch it's cheaper and a good space saver! 

I'm making some financial change's by decreasing some stuff or decreasing stuff! I still have a lot of debt to deal with, but hey who doesn't these days LOL 👍

Us as Family in whole is good and happy, my husband love's his jobs and the pay's are better than they ever have been! We're just playing catch-up with everything but it'll happen in time but slowly! Our boy's are the most important thing right now, yes maybe I can't go to work or sell you anything because you don't want to buy from me, but that's alright I don't care anymore about it ☺️ I'll find a way to make money one day! Have a good week don't drink and drive! 

Struggling

Hi, Sorry I've been absent it's been a struggle this week and rough as well! I'm great full that my husband did change job's in December 2021! He just has to get his A-Z license now for other stuff he needs to do with his job! I wished I could could work as well, but our boy's need me, I feed and clothe them, play with them and do homeschooling with them! The doctors and OT's say we're doing everything right during this pandemic with them, especially with our oldest son immune system in the sewer system worse than a new born baby immune system! Luckily he gets blood work near the end of March then we can see where's he's at and how to treat him to get him healthier! 

I'm getting back into Blogging again, it helps me out and people can just read and say I've either been there or not! I'm trying to figure out stuff for myself and my family, I want an income as well! I know I need to Blog everyday in order for that to happen, I'm working on it! I'm looking forward to the warmer weather and getting out more often and I'm hoping we all get to Santa's Village in Bracebridge again soon🎅🤶 We all miss our trips away! Have a good weekend don't drink and drive! 

Living in Debt Life

Okay so I owe a lot of money to my credit Card's and other things! I owe $7,810.56 on my credit Card's! I have over $800.00 in my Walmart cart of things we need, I have $700.00 in Amazon cart of things we need! I'm a Homemaker for 17 year's now, which means I make no money and have no income! I rely on my husband income to pay for everything! It's hard and struggling to keep up with everything! I also have about $3,000.00 in tuition fees for courses I'm trying to take and learn if I ever get any free time to do so! I have websites but a lot required fee's to pay for them so you can buy from them! It's ridiculous, you should just go to the website and make a purchase, there shouldn't be fee's to have it! I don't want to do social media parties I just want you to click and buy something if you want it! 

This is Reality of my life, I want to get a couple of tattoo's for myself, go for more walk's when the weather gets nicer, I want to have time to learn things, but it's not going to happen any time soon! I live life one day at a time and do the best I can with it! 

Have a good week don't drink and drive! 

Don't Worry, Be Happy

I'm in agony a lot of the time, it's just my Arthritis acting up! Some days I can make a lot of meals, others it might be 1-2! I do the best I can, when it's damp weather it's really bad! 

There's a lot of things on social media I hit like on or share, but that doesn't mean I'm going through it, I just like it because I'm Human! You can't take everything personally, life is full of ups and downs! Right now we're living in a world that a child should never see or hear of! It should be full of butterflies 🦋 and rainbow's 🌈 there's nothing we can do about it unless something changes in our world! We all might be hurting or missing someone who was close to us in life! Let's just try and keep things moving forward and positive for our children and ourselves! 

Don't worry about Me, I'll find a way to make money and pay my bills, it may take longer than usual but that's life! With my health there's no way I could work anywhere, I don't qualify for anything because I can walk a mile or more! That's alright I'll figure something out eventually! Not everything is meant to be in life! 

Try and have a good week, don't drink and drive! Don't Worry, Be Happy I'll be alright! 

Rollercoaster Ride of Life!

Last fall I was diagnosed with severe anemia, I had 4 transfusions and have been taking iron pill's! I'm now taking a multivitamin and mineral as well as iron pill! I'm now getting better and my appetite is back again! Our boy's are a handful, everyday I try and work on cleaning and organising our Apartment! I play with the boy's and try and teach them new things as we go about our day! We're Homeschooling them and it's the best for their health right now because of them having low immune systems! 

I don't get a lot of me time, I'm also trying to take a couple of college courses but I'm still trying to find time to learn and for myself! I've been trying to sell different products like Tupperware, thirty-one bag's, Pink Zebra, Avon Canada! I haven't had any luck and I don't like how you have to watch their video's just to sell their products but that's me, I just want to advertise what they have on sale and try and get some buyer's! 

I want to do something that makes me some money an income, so I'm not relying on my husband income all the time to try and pay the bills and buy the groceries! If I could Blog everyday for a bit would it be worth you reading and maybe paying a small fee ? 🤔 I'm just trying to find a way to make extra money! I've been a Homemaker for 17 year's and full time Mom for 9 year's even though our boy's will be 7&4 this year! 

 This is Family day weekend, but everyday is Family day for us! I'm trying to stay positive and trying to find encouragement to keep me going everyday! Be safe and have a great weekend please don't drink and drive!